Malignancy is Poetry
Malignant is the way I'm sure you see me
And I'm not questioning your accuracy
Or your strength of character
Because even if you arn't right
I did something to warrant that obscurity
I Can't Write Music... by Tokikasurmari, literature
Literature
I Can't Write Music...
Insert the pretty little intro in here...
...Some sort of spoken dialogue
Painting the scene for this EMO...tional tale
This tale of my boy and I
And how we grew apart
How we grew apart
He made me smile
And he heard me laugh
Never wasted time
Forever worth my while
You and Me
And I always was a good liar
Insert the screaming guitar solo here
The one I'll never be able to play
The one that touches the souls of the listner
And makes them feel the pain
The pain my boy inflicted
My boy inflicted on me
He made me smile
And he heard me laugh
Never wasted time
Forever worth my while
You and Me
And I always was a good liar
I loved you
It was all that mattered
You told me that you loved me back
That I made you complete
But now I'm waiting for you in the rain
Your words playing through my mind again
You're singing her songs meant for my ears
Reading her poetry you wrote for me to hear
Tell me why you're doing this
Why I couldn't work it out
In bed alone
Without anyone to hold
You said you'd stay with me until the end
That I made you complete
But now I sleep in an empty bed
Cursing the path down which I was lead
You're singing her songs meant for my ears
Reading her poetry you wrote for me to hear
Tell me why you're doing this
Why I couldn't wor
Alone and in the Dark by Tokikasurmari, literature
Literature
Alone and in the Dark
I am alone in the dark,
No one is here to love me,
I am cold, I am angry,
Why wont these people leave me?
I am content with myself,
Happy to be me,
So tierd of people talking,
The world can live without me,
I am stronger than the rest,
But thats no reason to fear me,
I am alone in the dark,
No one here to love me.
I've travled across a field full of broken hearts,
And a sea of crocodile tears,
I've weathered winds of pain,
And rains of fear,
But ontop of all the suffering I have witnessed,
I have also seen sunsines of happiness,
And moonbeams of hope.
I'll sing you a Chinese lullaby,
I'll keep away the pain,
I'll remember all the fun we had,
and what we have to gain.
I can't spend these nights alone,
I cannot stand this pain,
I can't remember our smiles at all,
but my love will always be the same.
A thousand dreams have been dreamt,
A thousand words have passed my lips,
A thousand tears have fallen from my eyes,
A thousand hopes have been dismissed.
I question why theses things have happened, how I can be with you,
I remember all the pain I felt before we realized it was true.
A thousand dreams have been dreamt,
A thousand words have passed my lips,
A thousand tears have fallen from my eyes,
A thousand hopes have been dismissed.
I feel your breath upon my neck, your hands upon my hips;
I feel your head against mine, your cheek against my lips.
A thousand dreams have been dreamt,
A thousand words have passed my lips,
A tho
Your eyes are a mist,
It's hard to see past,
I can't help but carry on,
But I'm loosing myself fast,
There are so many feelings,
I can see them in your eyes,
I try to grasp what I'm experiencing,
But all too suddenly you realise.
I don't want to let you in,
Though I love you with all my heart,
I like to keep things inside,
But I know I should have told you from the start.
It's hard to keep you out now,
You have worked your way inside,
Please don't hate me for my feelings,
They're getting too hard to hide.
When I think About You by Tokikasurmari, literature
Literature
When I think About You
How do I tell you how I feel?
How do I look into your eyes?
How do I even know this is real?
How do I sleep under these darkened skies?
All I ever think about is you.
How can I live without you with me?
How can I exist without your touch?
How can I smile without you near me?
How can I think about you so much?
All I ever think about is you.
Unspoken words on this page,
Written to ease your pain,
The past is the past, we grow, we age,
But I'll love you all the same.
I hear you cry almost every night,
Bitter-sweet tears echoing with pain,
I didn't do it because it wasn't right,
But I do love you all the same.
-I don't wanna close my eyes
All I want to do is fall asleep
-I don't wanna see what waits on the other side
I'll take the risk - look after I leap
-The unknown fills me with an unspoken fear
I'll face anything that comes my way
-These shadows follow me, destroying all I hold dear
But still, I'm here to keep all evils away
-Insomnia torments me, won't let me rest
I feel sleep coming to claim me again
-This torture is putting my sainity through a test
The drowsyness begins to nullify all pain
Speaking words softly
So slowly
Can't you see
You're taking, not giving
Try thinking
about me.
Try to find a way,
can you make it
without me.
Every other day,
Its the same without,
you here.
Drinking then sleeping
try taking this
pain away
Feelings start fading
dissapering
around you
Try to find a way,
can you make it
without me.
Every other day,
Its the same without
you here
*Bridge
Try to find a way,
can you make it
without me.
Every other day,
Its the same without
you here.
I'm home from Canada...
Winter's fleating.
Springs becoming a constant.
Where's my summer?
Put up my pictures from the holiday...
Hope you enjoy them.
<3
And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me
Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth
I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
Then I looked around at all the eyes on the g